worst. sleep. ever. worry about every choice I've made over the past 2 months. more recently who i have been some time with. did i do something wrong, has it gone belly up before it even started? this happens to me alot so i wouldn't be surprised, but the thing is it still hurts- alot, like its not fun.
you feel horrible, like will this ever work out for me, will i ever get it right, how do i feel comfortable in this situation, how do i know that he will get back to me? and you don't it's a chance you have to make, and for the first few times when your young- you bounce back easily for this, as you get older- it not pretty.
i haven't been in a relationship for 4 years and one that i was enjoy full heartedly for 7 years. 7 years...whoa ...i don't know maybe I'm too picky and discounting some because they aren't hot enough, be cause my sister told me that's the only kind of guy i go for. which hurt because i like to believe that I'm not that shallow of a person, but apparently i am.
where was i going, not sure. i don't know when i should be worried or not. but i should not be and if it meant to be it will work out, he will get back to me, my nerves will be a rest, for now..
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